Well, I think I do a bit better, but not much.  I tried to reply to all the kind comments but I'm not sure which of my replies got through.  One did, I know - Dandelion remarked on how some people thought that blogs were real life.  I can relate to that remark!  I wrote scripts for TV for quite some time & was amazed to learn that many veiwers really thought that the characters in soap operas, etc. were actual people - they sent flowers and letters and advice - the offerings were endless.  It was surprising & sad.
I understand it more now, since having the bleed to the brain - my life is somewhat depleted.  But I'm getting there,as they say.  My grandmother used to say "We'll get there if we don't get in.," & even as a small child I did wonder what was the point of getting there if we didn't get in?  I was that kind of child.